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Dear Blog,
I'm about as good at this as I am writing in my journal. Let's see what has gone on....my 29th birthday again. The fam came down (mom, dad, & Lucy) for a few hours, then Stacy took me out to Charter House in the tower. Of course the night we go it's foggy and it was like eating in a cloud. However it did clear up the last 20 minutes we were there. He made me the best card ever and once I get around to it I'll put it on here (chances are I'll forget). Today at the grocery store I was asked if I was expecting a boy...hmmm...very awkward and surprising seeing as I'm not pregnant. I didn't know quite what to say, but tried to be very nice when I said no. The gentleman(he was a senior citizen..trying to be politically correct here) felt bad..at least I think he did. He said it's hard to tell with girls shirts these days and I told him I understand. I feel a strong urge to become pro mia again, but I won't. And to top it all off while I'm in the store I find out from my mom that a friend passed away yesterday, so then I get even more depressed and try not to break down in the store. So I left the store and got in the car and chomped down on my 1 pound bag of peanut M&M's. Then once I got home I ended up binging..chips, bagel w/ cream cheese, more m&m's..i couldn't stop. I wish I had some wing stop fries to shove in my mouth during my episode. I need to sign off so I can finish a book to return to the brary..night.